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Cameron Diaz {mc, ff, celeb}
KMB_76@yahoo.com
Oct 14, 1998 

This story is not meant to be read by people under the age of 18 for
various legal reasons that give me a headache to get into.  So those who are
too young to be here, please supress your natural desires for sex.  Remember
thinking about sex is wicked, wicked, wicked.  This story contains graphic
descriptions of sexuality and if this offends you then it's time to hit the
back button on the left hand side of your screen.  Hypnosis does not work
this way becuase this is a fantasy story.  This is not reality and should not
be treated as such.  If you try and make this fantasy reality then drop me a
line when you get out of jail.

OK folks, this story is a bit out of the norm.	It's certainly darker
than my other stories, though if you read my "semi novel" Bloodlust this
should come as no surprise to you.  There is a scene of violence here, but it
is seperate from the sex scene, however you are warned.  It is also longer
and moodier than others so many may not like it.  The characters here are
going to be recurring so I had to take a long time to establish them, sorry
it takes so long to get to the sex.  My next story will be nice and simple
and free of any of my pretensiousness.

Remember, your feedback and scenarios are very imporant so keep them
coming. I'm starting to get into a rhythm here, so if you don't like
something you have to let me know so I can break bad habits.  Send all
comments and ideas to KMB_76@yahoo.com

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After you've been alive for a hundred and fifty years the nights all
seem to blur into one.	This is the lesson Gina had quickly learned and it
held true with every passing night.  She found that no matter where she went
or what time of year it was, things were always the same for her.  She'd
given up all attempts at living a normal life years ago.  What was the point
of making friends and lovers if they were just going to die on you while you
stayed eternally young.

Each night Gina would escape the sun in whatever hiding place she
could find. Sometimes Gina would have such nightmares that she would wake
suddenly, her body quaking and covered in sweat.  These nightmares would
inevitably return her to the night she was taken, a night Gina now recognized
as the worst kind of rape.  Her attacker not only took her innocence, he took
her soul as well.

She could close her eyes and still see that day.  She had been
walking the streets of London with her friend Katherine.  They had both been
ladies of fine upbringing and culture, but somehow had ended up on the wrong
side of the city. They looked everywhere for a coachman to take them back to
their homes, but none had been in site.  They ducked into an alley and before
they knew it, a figure had descended on them with a speed as fast as
lightening.

Before either of them knew could react, the man had slashed
Katherine's throat and was drinking deeply from her wound.  Gina's screams
and cries went ignored and the man soon turned his attention to her.  He
picked her up as though she was as light as a feather, and with a sickening
sound she felt his fangs cut into her throat.  Gina could actually feel her
life being drained from her body.  But before it completely slipped away,
Gina found her face being pressed to an open wound on the man's chest.	She
tried to resist, but his strength overpowered her and she began to drink the
blood that came from him.

Gina never found out why he had chosen to kill Katherine and damn her
soul, for she never saw him again.  Instead she awoke the next night with her
life over .  She would never have a chance to marry, never see her parents or
sisters again, and never have a chance to have children of her own.  Her
attacker had taken all of that away from her and replaced with a demon that
compelled her to feed on the blood of the living.

Gina supposed that somewhere along the line she had just stopped
caring about anything.	She had spent the next years crossing the world and
lashing out at all those she encountered.  Every face of her victims, whether
man, woman, or child, was the face of her attacker and she hoped that with
every kill she was killing a piece of him.  The demon inside her was never
satisfied and killing became as easy as breathing.

But even the bloodiest of violence gets tiring after some time and
Gina was somehow able to get control of herself.  She discovered a brand new
world provided to her from a new invention called the motion picture.  She
would go to movies anytime she could, loving the fact that she could somehow
experience, second hand of course, the life she had left behind.  They served
as a reminder that life could still contain love and beauty.  Soon Gina was
no longer killing innocents, she could no longer justify it to herself.

She instead chose to be a type of avenging angel, only feeding on
those who would do wrong to others.  Plus it was around this time that she
has met Jacob, another immortal who had come to a similar moral decision. 
Jacob was not a vampire, Gina was never quite sure what he was, but the
important thing was that he was her friend.  They looked out for one another
and Jacob took care of Gina in her times of need, helping her whenever he
could.	Having a kindred spirit was of no small help to Gina as she sought to
rediscover her lost soul.

Meanwhile, Gina continued to go to the movies all the time.  She
watched as they evolved from scratchy silent pictures to the huge
blockbusters of the day. Over the years Gina had seen many actors and
actresses that touched her heart in any manner of ways, but out of all the
people she had seen no meant as much to her as Cameron Diaz.

The first time Gina had seen her picture she was dumbstruck by how
much she resembled her old friend Katherine.  The blonde hair, the innocent
features, it was if they were splitting images.  Gina and Katherine had been
more than friends, exploring and pleasuring each other in a time when the
word lesbian was ,if not unheard, then definitely unspoken.

The minute she saw Cameron all the confusing feelings of love and lust she
had once felt for her friend came rushing back.  She had to have her and
infatuation soon turned to obsession.  Not a stalking type of obsession, Gina
never wanted to hurt Cameron, she only wanted to love her and protect her.

Soon Gina had Jacob making constant runs to newsstands, where he would buy
anything with Cameron's face on the cover.  The past summer had been a very
happy one for Gina, Cameron had hit it big in There's Something About Mary and
all of a sudden her face was everywhere.

Gina had gone to see that movie at least twenty times, but it was a little
raunchy for her tastes.  The movie that she really loved was My Best Friend's
Wedding because Cameron was so sweet and innocent that she practically glowed.
Every time she saw that movie Gina felt herself so choked by love that she
couldn't focus on anything.

All of Gina's fantasies centered around the object of her desire and
she wished that she had the courage to make them reality.  By now she and
Jacob had settled in New York City, leaving Gina a coast away from her love
and causing an ache in her heart she had not felt for a long time.

But one night Gina was awoken from a daydream, by the sound of Jacob
returning.  He had promised to bring her food and as usual he didn't
disappoint.

"Got anything good for me tonight?" Gina asked?

"Oh I think you'll like this one," Jacob replied as he dumped open a large
bundle, inside was a gagged and bound man, struggling to break free.

"And who do we have here?" Gina asked, as she licked her lips in
anticipation and ran a hand through her long red hair, something she always
did when she was excited.

"I'd like to introduce you to a man named Steven," Jacob answered, "It seems
that our friend here just loves to rape girls and make them tell him how much
they love it."

"You've been a bad boy Steven," Gina said as she felt her fangs extend, "Now
it's time for you to pay."  Steven began to struggle even more as Gina
approached him.  He'd gotten out of numerous scrapes caused by his "hobby" but
it didn't look good this time.  He felt Gina's hand encircle the crotch of his
pants and come to rest on his cock.

"I hate rapists Steven!" Gina declared, her eyes turning blood red,
"And you won't be having any more fun after tonight!"  With that her hand
turned into a claw that swiftly dug into Steven's crotch and messily
castrated him.	He tried to scream but the pain was too much and he simply
passed out.

About twenty minutes later Jacob and the now well fed Gina were
cleaning up the mess.  They would leave Steven's body at the nearest precinct
house for the police to find in the morning, allowing them to close the file
on one of the country's worst serial rapists.  Things like this often
happened to the pair who were forced to move quite often, lest their
vigilante efforts be discovered.

"I also brought you something for dessert," Jacob said when the cleanup was
finally done, Steven had proved to be quite a bleeder.

"What could be better than that?" Gina asked, dreaming of her love but
knowing that Jacob hardly had room for Cameron in the bundle.

"This," Jacob replied, as he opened his coat and withdrew a small envelope.
He handed it to Gina who greedily tore it open and discovered a ticket.  Not
just any ticket, but a ticket to the season premiere of Saturday Night Live
which was to be hosted by none other than Cameron Diaz.

Gina stood open mouthed at the site of this gift.  She didn't know what to
say or do, so she finally just grabbed Jacob and hugged him tight.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, than you!" Gina babbled to her
friend, "You are an angel."

The days on the calender seemed to change with an excruciatingly slow
speed, but finally the day came.  Gina wasn't quite sure what she was going
to do, but she knew she had to try something.  She couldn't get this close to
her deepest fantasy and just let it pass.

By the time Saturday night finally arrived Gina had formulated a
basic plan, but she knew she would have to improvise a lot.  The vampire
entered the studio and, using all her powers, she managed to move backstage
undetected.  Like a cat she moved around the dressing rooms ignoring names
like Shannon, Quinn, and Kattan.  Soon she found what she was looking for and
without a moments hesitation she darted into Cameron's room.  Gina was
disappointed to find that it was empty, but she knew all she had to do was
wait.

Soon enough Cameron came streaming down the hallway, she had to get ready
and fast.  They were going on the air in half an hour and she wanted to make
sure her lines were memorized. She'd seen too many people up there over the
years just reading off the teleprompter and she was going to make sure people
couldn't say that about her.

The actress burst into her dressing room and grabbed the script from
the table.  She began to read it over again, but she couldn't concentrate.
Something wasn't right here, and she could sense it.  It was almost like
someone was in the room with her.

Cameron whirled around suddenly and found herself face to face with Gina,
who had managed to hide herself until then.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Cameron demanded, naturally surprised to
find a complete stranger in her dressing room.

"Hello Cameron," Gina managed to say.  She was surprised she even got that
out, she was so tongue tied.

"Who are you!" Cameron asked.

"I'm someone who has been watching you for a long time," Gina replied, "I
heard that you were going to be here and I had to see you."

"That's nice..." Cameron nervously said as she contemplated her chances if
she decided to bolt for the door.

"You don't understand," Gina explained, urgency creeping into her voice,
"I'm not just a fan.  I love you Cameron, I've been in love with you from the
moment I first saw you."

"I'm going to call security!" Cameron declared as she began to break for the
door, this woman was clearly deranged and who knew what she was capable of.

"Don't do that!" Gina immediately commanded.  This was not going as she had
planned at all, now she was going to have to do this the other way.

Before Cameron could reach the door, Gina stopped and grabbed her.

"Let me go!" Cameron ordered as she struggled against Gina's light, but
solid grip.

"Look at me Cameron," Gina stated, "Look deep into my eyes and see how much
I truly love you."

Despite her instincts warning her not to, Cameron found herself following
the request and looked at Gina's eyes.  They seemed to be glowing just a bit,
like two small flames flickering in the winds.  As Cameron continued to stare,
the flames seemed to develop into tiny fires and she found herself unable to
look away.

"That's it, look deeply," Gina instructed in a soothing voice, "I would
never hurt you.  I only want to love you."

Cameron found it hard to think, it was if her brain was drifting into
sleep while her body stayed awake.  She stared deeper into Gina's eyes and
saw that indeed the woman held no threat to her, she only promised love. 
Love was beautiful no matter what its form and she wanted more than anything
to experience what this beautiful stranger promised her.  Her whole world
ceased to exist and all that mattered were the burning eyes ahead of her
along with the body they were attached to.  Cameron stopped struggling to
break free and gave in, letting the flickering fires in Gina's eyes draw her
close.

Gina was at the breaking point as far as her self control was concerned and
she leaned in to kiss Cameron.  To the vampire's great surprise the kiss was
immediately and happily accepted by the actress.  Soon the pair were
passionately kissing, Gina's body pressing Cameron into the wall.  But before
anything further could happen a knock came rattling on the door.

"Twenty minutes until we're live, Ms. Diaz," the voice on the other side
informed her.  Cameron managed to groggily reply something or other, and when
she turned back she saw that Gina was gone.

A rash of confusion now broke out in Cameron's brain.  What the hell had
just happened here?  Was it a dream?  And if it was a dream, why was she
dreaming about kissing another woman?

No matter what it was, it left Cameron shaken.	It had felt so good
but she had no idea what it was.  She could almost still feel the other
woman's lips pressing against hers and it gave her great feelings of comfort
and warmth.  The feelings were so intense, but still Cameron had no idea if
they were real or not.	The actress took another moment to compose herself
before heading out of the room to do the show.	She had to get her brain back
on track somehow.

Meanwhile Gina was back in the audience, a wide smile covering her face.
She supposed that she could have taken her right there and then, but Cameron
would have been easily missed.  Plus she wanted time to spend with her love.
She had waited this long so Gina supposed she could wait another couple of
hours.

Hours later Cameron stepped out of her limousine and into her hotel. 
As she traveled up to her room she tried to get the night's events into
perspective. The show had gone great, but still she couldn't get what
happened in her dressing room out of her head.	It had seemed so real, but of
course it couldn't have been.  Real women don't just appear, start sucking
face with you, and then vanish.  Cameron had known some men who had done that
but this was different.

The mystery woman had been driving her crazy all night.  All Cameron
could think about was her, the wonderful eyes, the bright red hair.  She was
amazed she had gotten through the show.  It couldn't have been real, she kept
repeating to herself, but as she continued to dream about the woman she felt
her pussy begin to get damp.  Cameron had never been attracted to a woman
before, but this woman, real or not, felt so special to her.  It was if they
had known each other before.

Cameron came to her door and slid her card through, opening the
electronic lock. She then entered the room and gasped when she saw what was
waiting for her.  Gina lay naked and brazen on top of the bed.	Her body was
beautiful and as she got up, Cameron was embarrassed to find herself
observing that she was a natural red head.  All of a sudden she felt another
rush of desire and the actress shuddered in response.

"Don't be afraid," Gina urged Cameron as the door slammed shut behind her,
"I told you I would never hurt you."

"Who are you?" Cameron asked, her voice a mixture of fear and desire.  Once
again she found her gaze drawn to Gina's eyes and she began to lose herself in
them again.

"My name is Gina," the vampire replied as she pulled Cameron toward her,
"And I am someone who loves you very much."

"I can't do this," Cameron stated, but she knew not only that she could but
that she wanted to very badly.

"Just come to me," Gina requested her eyes burning with lust.  Cameron felt
her will to resist slipping away as she felt the fire pierce into her brain.
Her knees began to feel weak and she knew that her brain was no longer in
control of her own body, her lust was in charge now.

Cameron slowly walked toward Gina and allowed the nude vampire to
embrace her.  They began to kiss again, only with more urgency and passion
this time. Gina lifted Cameron's hands and placed them on her bare breasts,
the actress got the idea rather quickly and began massaging them.

"You're overdressed," Gina remarked and Cameron could only nod in
agreement. As they walked to the bed Gina pulled Cameron's shirt off and
quickly unsnapped her bra.  The vampire was overcome by the sight of
Cameron's breasts and she quickly leaned down to suckle them, drawing the
nipples out to hard pink points with her tongue.

Cameron moaned in ecstasy as she felt Gina at her breasts, and she
reached down to unbutton her jeans.  The actress then proceeded to push them
and her panties off in fluid motion.  But when she reached her feet the mess
of clothes got caught up in her shoes.

With a giggle of delight, Gina playfully pushed Cameron on the bed and
removed the tangled clump of clothes and shoes.  The two then entered another
deep kiss as they rolled around naked on the soft sheets.

Gina began to slowly kiss down Cameron's body, feeling the blonde actress
quiver in anticipation with each move downward.  Soon enough she got to her
target and Gina marveled at how wet she had made Cameron.  She then spread her
legs apart slightly and began to lick at Cameron's pussy, drawing a deep moan
from the actress.

Gina thought back to the tentative explorations she and Katherine had
experienced with one another.  How they had managed to find out what made the
other feel good while hiding from discovery by others.	This time there was
no need to fear discovery and Gina took her time at Cameron's pussy, gently
licking and sucking the actress into a frenzy.

The vampire had had many lovers through the years but they were
either a quick, loveless fuck to break the monotony or a way for her to get
access to her food.  This time though, Gina felt only love for her partner
and only thought of how to pleasure her.

Cameron was almost howling with pleasure as Gina continued to lick her, and
she didn't care whether anyone heard her cries of passion or not.  The actress
moved her hands down to Gina's head, imploring her to go on.  Gina eagerly
complied and inserted two of her fingers to go along with her tongue.  Cameron
was soon over the edge and began to buck wildly as her orgasm ripped through
her, she closed her eyes and let the pleasure soar to her brain.

When Cameron opened her eyes a second later she saw Gina hovering
over her, the vampire's face shiny with her juices.  With a smile, Cameron
then held out her arms and drew her new lover to her.  This felt so natural
to Cameron and she never wanted to leave Gina's arms.  The actress felt her
lover's burning need and without any hesitation went straight for Gina's
pussy.

She wasn't quite sure how to proceed but she reasoned that she should mimic
what Gina had done to her.  Cameron then began her attack on the vampire's
pussy, Gina's cries telling her that she was doing a good job.

Gina lay on the bed and began fondling her breasts as Cameron licked
her. She never dreamed that her fantasy would come true and yet here she was,
exactly where she dreamed she might be.  As the pleasure coursed through her
body, it was if the last hundred and fifty years disappeared.  Hate and rage
disappeared to be replaced with love, and soon enough she felt the buildup
begin.	Gina did nothing to fight it and her orgasm soon exploded as Cameron
remained between her legs, greedily lapping up the vampire's juices.

As the pleasure raced to her every cell, Gina felt her fangs extend
and she had to fight all her urges to take Cameron and drink from her.	She
couldn't do that to her.  Not to her beautiful Cameron.  She couldn't condemn
her to vampirism.

Soon enough the urges passed and the pair began to happily kiss. 
They made love many more times in the night, but Gina knew that soon she
would have to return to hiding.  She pulled Cameron in close to her, never
wanting to let her go.

"I have to go my love," she whispered to the actress who surprised Gina by
immediately beginning to cry.

"You can't!  I love you!" Cameron cried, "You can't just open my heart and
leave me!"

"I can't stay..." Gina insisted, wishing it wasn't true as she gently
stroked her love's cheek.

"Make me like you then!  I want to go where you go!" Cameron begged.

"I could never do that," Gina stated.

"You can't leave me now," Cameron repeated, her tears slowing to a halt.

"I'll see you whenever I can," Gina promised as she redressed.  It was
breaking her heart to leave but she knew she had to.   Her eyes began to glow
once again and Cameron immediately fell back into a trance.

"Sleep, my love," Gina commanded and Cameron fell to the pillow, a
smile crossing her face as she dreamed of her lover.  The vampire then paused
for one last kiss before walking to the balcony and disappearing into the
night sky. She would return the next night and as many nights as she could,
but for now this had to be all.

As Gina headed toward home she felt the lingering taste of Cameron on
her lips and body and relished it.  All around her everything looked more
beautiful and for the first time in what felt like forever, Gina felt alive.